I'm sure that you are aware, that Aaron and I have been together for a very long time, but sometimes even I forget.
then I run across some horrifying photos that make it all "real" again.
the fact that we have been dating for almost half of our lives, and the fact that I used to be huge.
I know sometimes girls overreact and have weight anxiety when there seems to be no need for it.
and maybe, I have that now... but in the past I have definitely been on the wrong end of the scale.
I was incredibly unhappy with myself, jealous in my relationship, and I had horrible hair/skin.
thankfully Aaron has loved me through everything...
even when I weigh myself and proceed to cry/pout on the couch for an hour.
I feel like this is a bunch of topics rolled into one and I have no idea where it is going.
so in closing, a list of what you should have taken from this post:
1. I have incredible anxiety that I will be fat and unhealthy again, therefore I act irrationally
2. I have an amazing husband that loves me no matter what I look/act like
3. nutrition is everything, your hair and skin need you to make good choices